This blog idea has been
percolating for about year, when I stumbled across different information that was shocking to me about the products we use on our bodies, on our children, what we bathe in, what we eat: they're pretty much all toxic. Yes, toxic. Then my mom got ovarian cancer as I was learning about this stuff. So I delved even further into how dangerous these products were. In truth, most regular store brands are pure poison for us and are causing all the health problems and diseases we get. Remember when children didn't get cancers? Yeah, me too. So, I wanted to share that information with others so hopefully people could find out the horrid truth about what we're putting on ourselves, in ourselves, and on our children, and hopefully give some better alternatives.
I will mention brands that I use, but I'm not saying they're the best ones, just the ones I've chosen. By all means, see if you have a better one you like. Maybe as this post gets more popular, the non-toxic brands will even send me samples so I can test them all out. That would be nice!
So, how do I start giving out all this information when there's so much to give? Why not with the most current thing that happened to me because of the dangers that are around us.
So let me start off by saying, I don't have asthma. Well, I don't normally have asthma. I haven't had it in about 15 years in fact. I only had it for maybe two years even when I did, around age 22 I think. I treated it naturally with acupuncture and got rid of it way back when. That was until this past October, when I decided to put fertilizer on my lawn, by myself. No help from the hubby or the gardener. Good idea, right? Wrong!
Turns out the day I did this, I was poisoning my lungs and starting a horrible case of asthma from breathing in the crap that was in the fertilizer. I used Scott's fertilizer. Thought it seemed fine. It said on the package, "Safe for kids and pets."
Hmmm...Maybe I should have found the bag that said not deadly to parents? The funny thing, or ironic I should say, is that on their website, their
tagline is, "
Scotts. For a healthy lawn." Healthy? I've been in urgent care three times since this happened! Almost stopped breathing the last time I went. What's so healthy about that?! I have also been to about three different doctors, been on a slew of medication, each one getting stronger and stronger because nothing has been able to work on my weakened lungs.
The first doctor put me on mild inhalers. That didn't help, had to go to urgent care, because I wasn't breathing well. Then I went to another doctor, an allergist, to see what they thought. He put me on stronger inhalers, even a steroid inhaler, but a mild one. That didn't work. And in fact, that's when I had to go to urgent care for the third time. Seems the inhaler I was on actually turned on me and made me worse, and so my fast-acting inhaler was no longer working. So if you don't have a fast acting one, then well, you're pretty much out of luck and not breathing at all. Scariest day of my life, I'll tell you. That allergist even tested me for allergies, because he doubted me when I said it was the fertilizer that caused this. He was sure I had other allergies that started this and that the fertilizer was just part of the equation. So he skin-tested me for allergies, and guess what? No allergies! At all! He said I was in the small percentage of people who had asthma without allergies. Great! Lucky me. But it proved my case, the fertilizer was the culprit here.
So the next day, I was lucky enough to get into a pulmonary specialist, lung doctor. He put me on stronger breathing steroid inhalers, plus pill steroids, plus had me on a slew of other things like nose drops, allergy pills, cough medicine. Luckily, this stuff has finally all worked. So I'm better right? Not so fast! I'm breathing, yes. But not better by any stretch of the imagination. And I'm not supposed to have asthma! So what, now I'm supposed to live with this? All because
Scotts lawn fertilizer can be poisonous and affect me this way? Forget the doctor bills and medication costs. And I even have insurance! But the last two steroid inhalers, one cost me $160 with insurance. And then the stronger one I had to get on a week later, cost me about $280, with insurance! All for a green lawn? Really? And they can sell this and not be held responsible?
Forget the fact that my son who does have allergies and needs inhalers occasionally, also needed his inhaler the week after I put the fertilizer down. So not only did I get messed up like this, I was also affecting my son's breathing! All for a green lawn! I'm sorry, I'll take the brown and dead one instead.
And forget the fact that I used to workout at the gym five days a week, kick boxing, spin class, hard core stuff. Now I'm lucky if I feel good enough to go for a walk. And after being rushed to urgent care the last time, I'm afraid to get a sweat going at all!
Believe me, if I knew that fertilizers were this dangerous, I'd have stayed far away from this stuff. I will never ever use this stuff again. But now what? Will I ever be able to get off these
meds? Am I bound to using inhalers and steroids forever? Forget the side affects they cause and long-term health problems. But at this point, I just want to be able to breathe and live. But really,
Scotts can get away with this? Shouldn't there be a skull warning and it be locked up behind a glass case. Maybe people should have to apply for a permit like guns, to use fertilizer because it's so deadly. I mean, I almost died at least two or three times. Literally! All for a green lawn?
And I'm not even someone who takes medications for sicknesses. I get acupuncture regularly. I use essential oils to treat colds and
flus. I eat organic. But now, I'm stuck using these highly dangerous
meds just so I can breathe, all because I thought
Scotts had a safe product for my lawn. How is it that they can sell something like that and not be held responsible? Well, I'm going to be writing them soon, and will be telling them everything that happened. I'll let you know what happens when I hear back from them. I can't wait to see what happens with that.
I'm just tired of these companies that can sell products that are dangerous, causing diseases, causing cancers, and not being held responsible for what they do. It's wrong. And I want people to know what's going on. Because these companies want to keep us in the dark about it. I'm sure there are many other people who are affected by this kind of stuff just like me. And it's time we say, no more!
So for now, it's just one day at a time. I go to see the pulmonary doctor in a few days. Not sure if I'm ready to get off these
meds, still feel my lungs struggling. I'm on
chinese herbs and essential oils, hoping to strengthen my lungs that way, while the
meds do their magic. Hoping that I'll be off all the
meds soon, and this will all be a scary horrible event in the past. But for now, I'm breathing. And that's a good thing.